Started school holiday already~
But i feel unhappy with it...
PMR already near us and I got to take PPKM PMR exam with 3.1(first class)
WHY I BEEN CHOOSE???
i don think I got this this standard...
3.2-4people take exam
3.3-2people take exam(included me)
futhermore,16&17 septamber i got to take exam again~~
but im unlucky because im ill~~
My leg no more energy to walk..just can walk a while.
At this exam,my history(sejarah) subject get A already but it not enough for me..i wan 6A...for me PMR~
i got promise my grandma before..i can heard that she cry whispered in the room..
From that day on,i decide to get a good result...
when january,i couldnt take first place but i try at 2nd exam....i cant take too but at mid-year exam i get it in double exam...trial PMR and mid-year exam...
i feel haapy because i can let my grandparent proud of me...^^
I like live with my grandparent because they let me feel like `They is my parent`..
when i back hometown,everyday i eat breakfast,lunch and dinner with them...
i like this feel but at JOHOR,what i get???
just few time eat with parent and i nothing can chat with them too..
competition just friend support me,how about my parent?
they don know what i want and they destroy my happiness when im 10years old..they bring me to here..
when first time at here,every night i feel hard to sleep..
when i close my both eye,i saw my grandparent...it let me painful..
to reduce my painful,i will go to toilet and cry until enough...
i still remember when i 12 years old,i got to face UPSR...
my parent force me to study..that time i nearly be crazy...
my parent didnt give me a good take care and i not alway with them..
if you is me,you will how??
would you told me??
i thank a lot to my grandparent because if not they maybe i cant get this result..
my hateness still in heart..i already keep in heart 5 years...
i never forgive they...
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